A start to Reality

Sudd rmb that i do have a blog.. back here and check it up.. it stil exist... haha.. i thought it wld have been close or something.. hmmm since it stil exist mayb i shld write somethin.. i've hab grown.. aged both physically and mentally.. relised years passed and nw i'm in the wking society.. no longer schlin which is realli saddening.. dun enjoy wkin at all.. dread wkin and draggin myself to go wk almost everyday.. hw i wish time cn stop at the time when i'm havin fun... stop at time where i'm happy.. dun feel life satisfactory for nw.. feeling sad most of the time...
mayb i didn't hab someone to share my prob with..? mayb i didn't like my wkplace? mayb i didn't join meaning activities to make me feel life's gd? mayb this mayb tat.. For nw day after day jus pass.. May i get enlighten someday.. :)

For nw i kept myself busy to stop me frm havin neg. thoughts.. afraid tat i might suffer frm depression.. For job i jus continue to wk til e day where i realli can't take it.. For money sake i will tolerate all the unhappiness i got frm wk.... I started giving tuition.. For so many unhappy things, guess this is e only 1 tat i enjoy doing.. tutoring a primary sch boy.. Though is tiring to hab to give tuition after wk bt i helps me to fulfill my wish of becoming a teacher.. I'm happy tutoring..

May happiness get to my life..